■3rd Person POV■

It's been two months since Oikawa and Y/N broke up. Well, it's a one-sided breakup, because Oikawa doesn't want to acknowledge it. He's still looking for Y/N but, he couldn't find her or not even knowing her whereabouts.

He doesn't want to ask their friends because he doesn't want them to know that they broke up, especially learning about the reason for the breakup. Their friends will surely give him a good beat up, especially Iwaizumi. 

Y/N, Oikawa, Iwaizumi and one other girl, have been friends since they're in diapers. Though Iwaizumi is closer with GBF/N, Iwaizumi also thinks of Y/N like a sister. Oikawa knew he can't hide this from his friends forever, he will have to tell them before Iwaizumi found out on his own.

Well, today might be the day he finally told him and ask for his help to look for Y/N. Oikawa will leave Japan and go to Argentina, he hopes he could meet with Y/N before he leaves. 

Right now Oikawa, Iwaizumi and GBF/N are sitting at a cafe, they used to hang in this cafe. Iwaizumi and GBF/N are studying in the same university and live in the same building, so they came tigether.

They have just finished their coffee and walking out of the cafe. During their conversation, Oikawa could feel that Iwaizumi is staring at him ever since he asked why Y/N didn't come along. ever since that, Iwaizumi's eyes never leave him. Even now when they're walking, Oikawa can feel that Iwaizumi is glancing at him sometimes. 

On the other hand, Iwaizumi could feel that Oikawa's hiding something. He looks like he has something to tell him but, he didn't blurt it out. It's pretty weird that Y/N didn't come along to their usual cafe just because Oikawa just got back from practice. They sometimes did that, and Y/N would just come on her own.

This is bothering Iwaizumi, so when Oikawa and Iwaizumi reach a local park, Iwaizumi grab on Oikawa's collar and drag him to the park.

GBF/N : H-Hajime what are you doing? Let go off Tooru...

Iwaizumi let go of Oikawa's collar and let him stand in front of him. GBF/N trying to make sure nothing to intense will happen.

Iwaizumi : Okay Trashykawa, now spill it! what are you hiding? are you fighting with Y/N?

Oikawa was startled by Iwaizumi suddenly asking him about all of that. Iwaizumi's eyes are prying onto his own, and it makes Oikawa uneasy. He knew that he need to spill the bean right now.

GBF/N: are you two okay? Is perhaps, Y/N is unwell?

Oikawa stares at his bestfriends and finally admit what he did.

Oikawa : I.... Y/N broke up with me...

Iwaizumi's eyes are widened, He then walks closer to Oikawa and stops right in front of him. Iwaizumi glares at Oikawa because he knew Oikawa definitely did something really bad for Y/N to agree to break up with him.

GBF/N: Hajime calm down, l-let Tooru talk...

All this time whenever Oikawa acts stupid or if they have a dispute, they will make up right away. Y/N isn't someone who gets angry that easily, and moreover, she loves Oikawa so much.

Iwaizumi : what did you do? don't you dare to lie Shittykawa! it's weird enough for me to hear that you guys broke up...

Oikawa averts his gaze somewhere else and clears his throat. He made up his mind, maybe by telling Iwaizumi he could finally let some guilt off of him. Oikawa looks at Iwaizumi and finally tells him.

Oikawa : Iwa chan... I messed up.... I, cheated on her for months.... and she knows it all alo-

WHAACK!!

A fist just came flying to Oikawa's face. Oikawa fell on his butt from the impact of Iwaizumi's strong-arm hitting him. GBF/N crouch down next to him, though she was also surprised at the news she just heard, she doesn't like seeing her friends fight.

Oikawa just sat down, hand on his cheek. To be honest, it feels right, as if he's freed from something. Oikawa could feel tears start pouring from his eyes.

Iwaizumi watches as his friends crying on the ground. He knew Oikawa didn't cry because he hit him, it was because of something else. Iwaizumi holds his hands out for GBF/N to take and pulls her to stands next to him.

Iwaizui : stop whining Trashykawa, I didn't even hit you hard enough... get up!

Oikawa : Iwa chan, GBF/N chan.... I don't know where she is... I want to see her before I leave... what should I do. I... Love her too much but I messed up. Why am I so stupid, why did I... hurt her like that.

Iwaizumi presses the point on his forehead. GBF/N feels bad seeing Oikawa like this but as a girl, she's disappointed that Oikawa cheated on Y/N, their bestfriends.

Iwaizumi : stupid Shittykawa....

■Oikawa's POV■

Tears still pouring out of my eyes. It hurt a lot, not my face though but, my heart is. I've been trying to hold it in for two months, still living at the thought that I might gonna get Y/N back. But after being hit by Iwa chan, I can't keep it anymore. I'm worried and scared that I might never gonna see her again.

Oikawa : Iwa chan... I can't find her... she's not picking up my call nor replying to my text... I want to see her..

Iwaizumi : why did you do it in the first place Stupidkawa?

Iwa chan pulls his phone out from his pocket. He calls someone, I think he's calling Y/N. He waits for a while but she doesn't answer the call, and it eventually ended. Iwaizumi sighs and tries again, but it's the same, Y/N doesn't answer his call. GBF/N also does the same and the outcome is no different.

The two finally give up and puts their phones back. Iwa chan holds one of his hands in front of me. I took it and Iwa chan pulls me up to stand on my feet.

Iwaizumi : have you asked around?

Oikawa : no... I only tried to call her and texted her until now. I don't want anyone to find out about us, especially you two..

GBF/N: I... I'm disappointed in you Tooru... but for now, let's think of how to find Y/N chan...

Iwaizumi : a great thing you finally spill it to me, or you would be so fucked up if I find out on my own.

I look down on my feet, I feel empty. I miss Y/N so much, that the thought of her face pilling in my head. Y/N has just graduated from college recently, and she's still unemployed. Iwa chan and GBF/N  decided to ask around, some of our friends might know where she is. Asking her mom would be the last thing on the list because she lives in another city.

Iwaizumi : I'm going to look for her as well. it's not to help you thought, I'm also worried about her. 

I nodded my head, and so all of us walk to my apartment and will start asking our friends with phone call. With that, Iwa chan and GBF/N help me with this.

Oikawa : Iwa chan...

Iwaizumi : what's up?

Oikawa: You gave me a good punch..... Thank you

Iwaizumi : I'll be happy to give you more Trashykawa.

As I only have a little more time here in Japan, I hope we could find her before I leave.

I really need to see her... I need her.... My one and only Love...